Can't Wait

You know, in France last time if I need to go to see the doctor and no one have time to drive me there, I will sulked and be pissed and complained that no one here is treating me well . But now as a mother, when Arwen needs to see a doctor , I refused to wait for my PIL to finish work in the evening to bring us there, I refused to hang around waiting for help. 

I asked DH to make appointment and give me directions to the doctor immediately even though it is just a mild thrush that Arwen had. Seriously... I was really scare... I felt a little alone but I took the bus and saw the doctor who barely speaks English, good thing I am a nurse so I know what to expect. I came back and looked at Arwen and just amazed what motherhood can do, leaped over another fear.

Written on 7th September 2012 .